I think that JD's 2nd birthday was harder than the first. The weeks right before his birthday were really hard for me. As the days got closer to his birthday, I started reliving everything that had happened and it made me miss him more and more. There is a saying out in the world that says "Time heals all wounds". I cannot think of a more false statement. Time may help you live with the pain more manageably, but it does not take away the pain.
But, his actual birthday was not that hard. It was nice to be able to do something for him. We had Grandma and Grandpa Packer and Aunt Jeni, Uncle Nolan and cousins John and Mackayla over for cupcakes and a balloon release. Everyone is so great to help me celebrate.
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